NFL AGENT JON Perzley woke as much as a textual content final Thursday morning from his consumer Marshawn Kneeland. Perzley was on the street, in a lodge room, and at that time unaware of the information that will later shake the NFL world — that Kneeland, a second-year defensive finish for the Dallas Cowboys, was lifeless.
Perzley beforehand spoke to Kneeland that Tuesday, hours after Kneeland ran down a blocked punt in the long run zone for a landing on “Monday Night time Soccer.” Dallas had in the end fallen to the Arizona Cardinals 27-17, and Perzley stated Kneeland was extra targeted on his crew’s loss.
“It was a traditional day,” Perzley stated in an interview with ESPN. “He’s completely satisfied, however he would need to be higher. He’d need to win.”
Early that Thursday morning, police discovered Kneeland’s physique with an obvious self-inflicted gunshot wound. Kneeland had beforehand evaded officers throughout a pursuit, crashed his automobile and fled on foot.
Police stated they looked for Kneeland for almost three hours, and whereas they appeared, they obtained data that he had expressed “suicidal ideations.” Throughout their search, his girlfriend known as legislation enforcement to say Kneeland was armed, had a historical past of psychological sickness and that he would “finish all of it,” in response to numerous information stories, citing dispatch audio.
She additionally informed police that she was attempting to contact Kneeland’s agent, in response to these stories. Perzley stated she wasn’t capable of name him till morning, after the incident.
Kneeland’s loss of life has left those that knew him reeling, in response to interviews together with his household, agent and former teammates. Many described Kneeland as an individual who was usually smiling — typically to the purpose of laughing — type, assured and steadfast in his perception that he belonged within the NFL.
“He simply had this appeal about him that was so pure and trustworthy. I don’t suppose there’s an individual who crossed paths with him who had a nasty factor to say,” Perzley stated. “On the skin you go, he checks each field that exists, and so I believe that’s why it’s actually arduous for individuals proper now. It’s arduous to grasp it. Actually arduous.”
Perzley declined to enter element about a lot of the message he obtained from Kneeland as a result of he didn’t need to compromise an lively police investigation.
However one a part of that final message retains him going.
Kneeland informed him he cherished him.
MARSHAWN KNEELAND GREW up in Grand Rapids, Michigan, 25 miles from Lake Michigan. When Kneeland was in elementary faculty and others have been making snowmen, he was honing his soccer abilities, stated his cousin Nicole Kneeland-Woods. Even again then, the NFL was his dream, she stated.
“That’s all he ever needed to do,” she stated.
His grandma known as him her child big. And Kneeland stood out, for his measurement — ultimately rising to 6-foot-3 and 268 kilos — and his character.
“He was bodily a giant man, however he was essentially the most kindhearted, caring, simply beneficiant, loving particular person that you just’d ever meet,” Kneeland-Woods informed ESPN. “We at all times knew he was going to be one thing as a result of he was totally different, targeted. He knew what he needed.”
In highschool, Kneeland performed linebacker and tight finish, receiving all-state honorable point out as a junior and later incomes a spot on the all-state first crew in his senior yr.
However Kneeland was a two-star recruit who didn’t get many FBS gives. He stayed near dwelling, signing with Western Michigan in Kalamazoo, about 50 miles south of Grand Rapids, the place he made an impression upon his arrival in 2019.
“He had nice power,” stated Andre Carter, a fellow Western Michigan defensive lineman who performed with Kneeland for 4 years. “Infectious power, truly.”
Carter remembered coming into the soccer constructing when he was having a nasty day, solely to have it circled by a smile from Kneeland. “It’s an understatement to say how nice his power [was] and simply how a lot he was wanted in that room,” Carter stated. The pair bonded over soccer and anime.
Two of Kneeland’s school teammates, Jeremiah Piper and Quinton Cannon, additionally famous Kneeland’s love for anime. Cannon stated Kneeland watched “Cyberpunk: Edgerunners,” a present a couple of dystopian future wherein the primary character loses his mom and later dies himself.
In Kneeland’s sophomore season in 2020, former teammate Jamal Williams, who was on the Western Michigan roster the yr earlier than, was reportedly shot and killed in an incident with safety whereas at a hospital for his psychological well being. “It made us sort of all simply persist with one another and maintain one another tight and just about simply be there for one another,” Carter stated.
Western Michigan defensive lineman Hozey Haji-Badri stated he leaned on Kneeland when he transferred from East Carolina. Kneeland picked him up earlier than observe and took him out to eat afterward. “He actually received me acclimated,” Haji-Badri stated. “And for that, I’ll always remember.” The 2 bonded over a shared love of meals — something from barbecue to Thai, Haji-Badri stated.
After the 2022 season, Western Michigan fired coach Tim Lester. Kneeland entered the switch portal and was set to go to Colorado. However Perzley stated he modified his thoughts after a dialog together with his highschool coach, Brandon Kimble, who talked to him about loyalty and staying to get his diploma.
Kneeland additionally felt compelled to remain near dwelling as a result of his grandfather’s well being was failing, his cousin Kneeland-Woods stated.
Months earlier than his last school season, Kneeland’s grandfather died.
THAT DIDN’T SEEM to gradual Kneeland. He earned a visit to the Senior Bowl in 2024, a showcase for high NFL draft expertise, and was invited to the NFL scouting mix, which was set for the top of February.
Eleven days earlier than the mix, his mother, Wendy Kneeland, died unexpectedly. She was 45 years outdated. Perzley informed Kneeland that it was OK if he didn’t need to go to Indianapolis. Perzley stated he’d name everybody, and they’d perceive.
“Nope,” Perzley stated Kneeland informed him, “Mama would need me to do that.”
Perzley stated Kneeland’s girlfriend was his “rock” throughout that point, sharing tears, hugs and plenty of conversations. “However he was a warrior,” Perzley stated.
On the mix, Kneeland turned within the quickest occasions of any defensive lineman within the brief shuttle and three-cone drill.
A number of days later, he returned dwelling to Michigan for his mother’s celebration-of-life ceremony. Kneeland eulogized his mom. He talked about her at all times being there on chilly nights within the stands at his soccer video games and at all times lending an ear when he wanted assist with faculty or life.
He stated his life had been hectic currently, and that he had hoped his mother may very well be there with him for his draft social gathering.
“The factor that helped me go on,” he informed the congregation, “was identical to, ‘OK, we’ve received time.’ And clearly that is surprising. … However man, I want if I may return in time, I might’ve undoubtedly discovered a method for me to go to see her.
“It tore me aside, however one factor that helped me get by it’s that I can nonetheless really feel her simply coaching, and this and that. I might ask her to be with me, and I can really feel her presence with me, and I nonetheless do. She was at all times that loving particular person, so I do know she’s nonetheless watching over me. It’s undoubtedly powerful going by it, however I attempt to be robust, as a lot as I can.”
On April 26, 2024, the Cowboys chosen him within the second spherical with the 56th decide. In a Dallas Cowboys YouTube video, then-coach Mike McCarthy congratulated Kneeland by telephone.
“I received’t allow you to down,” Kneeland informed him.
IN AN INTERVIEW with ESPN, McCarthy stated Kneeland’s temperament stood out in his early days as a Cowboy. Kneeland was innately powerful, he stated.
Kneeland was given the No. 94 — the jersey quantity worn by Professional Soccer Corridor of Famers Charles Haley and DeMarcus Ware. It didn’t appear to intimidate him.
“His first minicamp observe, you could possibly see he received into it slightly bit with the tight ends and simply older gamers,” McCarthy stated. “However he performed the identical method on a regular basis.
“He was only a very spectacular man that match proper in. He may very well be quiet, however he at all times had a smile on his face. He at all times had a smile … I might say that you just at all times knew the water ran deep with him. Simply in my time with him he was a respectful, deep thinker.”
McCarthy stated he was conscious of the struggles and loss that Kneeland went by within the months earlier than his rookie season, and stated the Cowboys have an excellent help system in place to maintain tabs on the gamers’ psychological well being.
“Anyone that may contact the locker room has a duty to attach and be part of it,” he stated. “That’s what’s so gut-wrenching about what occurred. As a result of instantly you go proper to, ‘What may I’ve finished? May I’ve finished one thing higher?'”
A month into his rookie season, Kneeland was taking part in properly and beginning to get an expanded function. Then, on Oct. 6, 2024, in Pittsburgh, on the fourth defensive play of the sport, he was taking quarterback Justin Fields to the bottom when he partially tore a meniscus.
Kneeland had surgical procedure, and McCarthy stated he was impressed with how diligent he was in his rehab. He completed the 2024 season with 9 solo tackles.
“I discovered him to be professionally mature,” McCarthy stated. “He belonged from day one … I imply, he was uncooked — 90% of them are. However he was undoubtedly a man that I assumed would play a very long time on this league. I imply, he had 10-year-plus qualities simply due to the best way that he performed.”
WITH 4:05 TO go within the second quarter of Dallas’ Monday evening matchup with the Cardinals on Nov. 3, Arizona held a 10-0 lead and lined up for a punt from its personal 36-yard line. Cowboys defensive finish Sam Williams plowed by the Arizona line and into the face of punter Pat O’Donnell, whose kick ricocheted off Williams’ helmet again into the Arizona finish zone.
Three Cowboys took off working in a straight-line dash from the 25. Kneeland led the pack. He fell on the soccer because it spun to a cease in the long run zone. Coach Brian Schottenheimer pumped his fist on the sideline, and Kneeland jumped into Williams’ arms to have fun.
Former Western Michigan teammate Carter watched from his sofa. “It was simply a kind of wow moments like, ‘Wow, I’m actually blessed to have the ability to see this earlier than my eyes.'”
His different former teammate Haji-Badri texted Kneeland instantly after the landing to inform him how proud he was.
Again in Illinois, his cousin Kneeland-Woods was watching together with her three sons. “Marshawn received a landing!” certainly one of them screamed. Kneeland-Woods despatched a textual content, “We see you, 94!”
TWO DAYS LATER, at 10:39 that Wednesday evening, Frisco police and the Texas Division of Public Security teamed as much as observe down a automobile that had evaded troopers, in response to a press release from legislation enforcement.
On freeway surveillance video obtained by ESPN through a public data request looking for footage associated to Kneeland, a Dodge Charger seems to be rushing northbound on the Dallas North Tollway, in some situations pursued by a police automobile. The Charger then seems to exit the freeway onto a parallel entry street and switch left onto an overpass to make a U-turn south.
Moments later, the video reveals the Charger touring southbound about one block from The Star — the Cowboys’ sprawling 91-acre headquarters — the place the automobile then seems to crash into one other car. A spokesperson for the Texas Division of Public Security stated Kneeland crashed right into a pickup truck, however the driver of the truck was not injured.
In keeping with police, Kneeland fled the crash, and police started to seek for him utilizing drones and Okay-9 models. Police in the end situated Kneeland at 1:31 a.m. with an obvious self-inflicted gunshot wound.
Kneeland stored his circle tight, Perzley stated. He figured there have been perhaps 5 individuals fortunate sufficient to know a few of Kneeland’s innermost ideas. Perzley is a part of that orbit, however he would by no means have imagined that landing, and that decision Tuesday, could be a number of the final moments he’d share with Kneeland.
Perzley stated Kneeland’s household life was arduous, and that typically individuals endure in silence. He stated Kneeland was totally different, however in “a particular method.” He usually wore black, Perzley believes, as a result of he didn’t need to be acknowledged. He didn’t hunt down fame.
Now Perzley finds himself with a heightened sense of fear about all of his different shoppers. He stated Kneeland needed to ensure the individuals round him had fun and sometimes projected a smiling, completely satisfied picture.
Perzley stated it looks as if extra younger individuals are taking their very own lives lately, and it pains him to think about another person going by this.
“He was younger and good-looking and unbelievable at soccer,” he stated. “And to have all of that and nonetheless damage on the within, you understand, it sucks.
“I hate it. It’s terrible. However one thing is telling me he’s at peace.”
ESPN’s Todd Archer and Paula Lavigne contributed to this report.