• Kaley Cuoco stated she was "so depressed" amid her divorce proceedings on the day of The Flight Attendant's season 2 premiere.
• The actress stated that she was "laying on the ground" and "actually thought I used to be gonna die."
• Three weeks after that "lowest level," Cuoco met actor Tom Pelphrey and bought engaged to him two years later.

Kaley Cuoco reached a low level in her private life the identical day she needed to stroll a significant crimson carpet.

The Huge Bang Idea star candidly mirrored on a bout of melancholy she confronted amid her divorce proceedings in 2022 throughout a latest interview with Drew Barrymore, which is about to air Monday, Feb. 9, on The Drew Barrymore Show.

"It was the premiere of the second season of Flight Attendant, and I wakened that morning, I used to be so depressed and so unhappy, I couldn't even breathe and I used to be simply laying on the ground," Cuoco remembered. "I actually thought I used to be gonna die. I actually did. I stated, 'What am I doing?'"

Cuoco refers to that second as "the worst morning of my life," which was particularly sophisticated as a result of she thought the premiere of her HBO Max sequence "was alleged to be the very best evening of my life" later that day.

"It's so loopy these issues generally occur on the similar time," she stated.

The actress revealed that she couldn't get again on her toes as she ready for the premiere.

"My crew came to visit to get me prepared, and so they actually bought me prepared on the ground," she stated. "I couldn't stand up. I'm like, 'I can't go. I can't go wherever. I blew up my life. My life's over.' I really thought that. By no means getting married once more. I'm by no means gonna have youngsters. That is it."

In that second, Cuoco felt that she'd hit all-time low.

"I knew, once I was laying on that flooring in my home, I assumed, 'Oh my God, that is what they discuss. That is the bottom level I might get,'" she recalled.

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The actress stated that three weeks after that second, she met Ozark star Tom Pelphrey, to whom she is now engaged. The couple are additionally dad and mom to daughter Matilda, who will flip 3 on March 30.

"I had prayed, and I really feel like my soul died," she stated. I really feel like my soul died, and I had additionally stated — I believe I did {a magazine}. It was like, 'I'm by no means getting married once more.' I stated it, I believed that within the second, [and then] met Tom."

Cuoco is completely comfy with initially swearing off marriage after which altering her place.

"Typically you simply change your thoughts and that's okay," she stated. "You most likely didn't know I used to be laying on the ground earlier than my premiere able to die, that's true… It nonetheless chokes me up as a result of I can keep in mind it so clearly, nevertheless it made me a complete new particular person. However it takes a very long time. It takes a very long time to determine that out and loads of forgiveness."

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After ending her three-year marriage to tennis professional Ryan Sweeting, Cuoco started relationship equestrian Karl Cook dinner in 2016. They wed in 2018 and introduced their separation in 2021. She then confirmed she was relationship Pelphrey in Could 2022, and later that very same yr, the couple revealed that they had been anticipating their first little one. Cuoco and Pelphrey and bought engaged in August 2024.

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